man of his word? word of this man?
Jan 28, 2009
A man of his word, delivers his promises.
Word of this man, must not be trusted.
emotions are a phase of life 9:55 PM
chinese 牛 year
Jan 27, 2009
wow... the long weekend has just zoomed past again.
had visitors on sunday instead of the usual 初一。 。 。 that was a damn good idea by my ahlao... smart smart smart!
had 2 days of rest, today being the second.
back to school tmr with the harsh realities of life rubbing itself into my mind.. Quizzes are coming.. Tutorials are lagging... WOOTS... sounds like a time to kick ass!
Dont fret my dearly beloveds... as wanxin would always say.. chillax man! u'll do just fine...
just some random photos of the past week end...
at my brother's graduation last year! i know i know.. it was suppose to be the past week end... but i though i would let you guys know where i got my good looks from.. ahem ahem...
Changi seaview chalet. D10 with victorrr
same place, ah pat and view felicia
tony wong on the beach chair, looloo, victor and me.
Uncle Nathan and brother.
Lohei..
cousin sharon who decided to be the maid... ahaha
my mum! loheiing tooo
emotions are a phase of life 1:12 PM
happy bird day
Jan 25, 2009
To my brothers, Calvin, Patrick and Dayne.
Happy bird day to you guys...
=)
emotions are a phase of life 3:56 PM
Multiple Orgasms...
Jan 22, 2009
there were multiple incidence of me asking her out, she saying yes and when asked what time to meet on the day it self.. she would be.. erm... i cant make it la...
maybe some were self created.. like the ones when i went to wait.. only to be told to go home cos work not done...
Maybe, just maybe it was true for a period of time... but being led on a wild goose chase with no end in sight can be pretty tiring...
SO let's just say i'll be the bastard... yet again... =)
letter after E : how's ah quek long time never hear from him..
merfq : back broken le
letter after E : why?!!
merfq : pain. :)
letter after E : poor thing. yangs
merfq : :)
letter after E : sleepy. how's sch
merfq : okay la. boring. days are so free. nothing to do. haha
letter after E : do my proj for me since u so free lol i'm running out of time
merfq : haha... i also dont know what u doing with your time
letter after E : thanks tt's comforting
merfq : haha. you are most welcome. i always love being the bastard. :)
letter after E : ok
woots....
so let's just say she has become history for the very fact that even as 'friends'.. or however you may term it, you cannot share what you actually spend your time on. apart from the weirdo working hours and the 'no public holiday' scheme, even on london holidays, i mean the weekends are always there.. but then again... of cos... we are just friends.
This is what i mean by Mervyn putting little things in a projector and magnifying the freaking thing. =)
not that it's actually important... but if you have read till here, thanks anyway..
NOW..
Back to the more pressing issues of my life...
number 1
Going for my
MRI in a week. It's kinda like mixed feelings... cause the money i'm spending better be worth it... the pain i've been enduring has been no easy feat.
number 2
Many birthdays, no money... cant buy present... = cheapo... hmmm
number 3
CNY... yay.. cant wait.... ang pows and family gathering... =) aint that good?!?!
number 4
Studies-/.. this is a tricky and sensitive subject to touch on... haha.... i'm merely taking 5 modules... yet i cant even bring my self to start doing my tutorials... i'm seriously wondering what is wrong with that birdie brain up here... hmmm... Work has started to pile... studies are starting to slack... lectures dont link up to make any sense... NOW!!! there is reason to believe that i should be jumping cos once u fumble at the start... you wont even make it past the finish line... haha... time will tell...
number 5
Bingxin from church sent me a mail regarding my aunty being concerned bout me... it's a heart warming feeling to know that she cares so much for us despite all she's had to endure thru the new millenium... It certainly motivates me to move back to church... *procrastinating in progress*
number 6
How about some maple syrup with your pancake??
Ah gum... kao ni le...
wow... longest post since this blog started... not bad not bad...
还不错吗!
祝各位观众新年快乐。万事如意。身体建康。
emotions are a phase of life 9:27 AM
Miss CQY
Jan 21, 2009
Where is Miss CQY?
I'm in Lee Wee Nam... which is like some kind of cult place where only hardworking pple shud come... And i'm still wondering where the FUCK is the Serialing and DUNNO what Department... wahahaha
Good day suckers...
emotions are a phase of life 9:51 AM
Canteen A....
Jan 19, 2009
sitting in canteen A,
Hitting on e sectional Views,
...
Mel N commented that my blog is sparse. Lucky i'm not named Dick... Or else my blog will be referred to as Sparse-dick's blog (sparstic)... Okay. Lame... Loser... :) :)
emotions are a phase of life 10:43 AM
记事本- 陈慧琳
翻开随身携带的记事本
写着许多事都是关于你
你讨厌被冷落
习惯被守候
寂寞才找我
我看见自己写下的心情
把自己放在卑微的后头
等你等太久
想你泪会流
而幸福快乐是什么
爱的痛了
痛的哭了
哭的累了
日记本里页页执着
记载着你的好
像上瘾的毒药
它反复骗着我
爱的痛了
痛的哭了
哭的累了
矛盾心里总是强求
劝自己要放手
闭上眼让你走
烧掉日记重新来过
重新来过
我看见自己写下的心情
把自己放在卑微的后头
等你等太久
想你泪会流
而幸福快乐是什么
爱的痛了
痛的哭了
哭的累了
日记本里页页执着
记载着你的好
像上瘾的毒药
它反复骗着我
爱的痛了
痛的哭了
哭的累了
矛盾心里总是强求
劝自己要放手
闭上眼让你走
烧掉日记重新来过
爱的痛了
痛的哭了
哭的累了
矛盾心里总是强求
劝自己要放手
闭上眼让你走
烧掉日记重新来过
emotions are a phase of life 1:09 AM
weekend on wings
Jan 18, 2009
NOPE... the weekend didnt just have it's period...
Rather it took on a propeller engine and just flew the hell away in a snap of a finger...
i'll be so DAMNED... fri burned... sat burned... sun also burned...
Back to the whole lifeless cycle of school... boring...
went for veron's bday last night... not too bad... a few pretty girls around.. haha... must look her up more when i;m in sch.. wahahaha... =)
back to work... till the next post...
TATA my loves...
emotions are a phase of life 11:33 PM
happy clitday...
Jan 17, 2009
well guys have birds and girls have clits...
happy clit's day to veron... 21YO lo... welcome to adulthood... and all it's crap and shit and decision making and family planning and shit and crap and shit... =)
anyway... it's just another day.. not as though you'll grow up overnight.. =)
see u in 15 hrs time... =)
emotions are a phase of life 3:29 AM
tiredness
Jan 16, 2009
*farts*
phew... that was smelly..
back to reality... back from JB a couple of hrs ago... =) that's about it... haha.
SCREW...
wait till tomorrow... i'll take loads of pictures... without your sorry ass face in it... HONEY...
see u later ALIgator
emotions are a phase of life 4:38 PM
holy macaroni of cheese
Jan 14, 2009
McWAY + Subchang kee + old pizza + canadian donalds = NTU CANTEEN.
Still having my subtle meeting with La Place, though i sincerely believe i'm gonna whoop his ass in e next 1 hr if he doesn't get thru to me. :)
emotions are a phase of life 10:00 AM
negated motivation
Jan 13, 2009
boole gave me a kick in my ass this noon..
now newton, fourier and La place as trying to squeeze my balls so tight so that they cant breathe... after that it's gonna be bernoulli and his equation....
when will this torture end??
emotions are a phase of life 9:28 PM
good photographer vs good camera
Jan 11, 2009
Aishiii to me on msn - merf, your photos were great... it's either u had a good camera or you are a good photographer...
WAHAHAHAHAHAHA the answer is obvious isnt it?
emotions are a phase of life 9:53 PM
Cheap Tooth
erm... yes... my tooth got chipped off a couple of nights ago when i was sleeping... it chipped off again last night...
so now it makes me wonder if i'm losing my wisdom...
RAWR...
bit by bit... my tooth is being lost to the world...
Good luck to those O-lvl kids who feels that the world owes them everything... You will be getting up to a rude awakening when your results come out... it's the first step to realising that how well you think you are isnt reflective on the transcript of your results.. =)
emotions are a phase of life 12:32 PM
words better left unspoken...
Jan 10, 2009
in our lives, there will be times in which we realise that some stuff might have just been left unsaid and unspoken.
and then there's stuff which need not be said or spoken.
So.. which is which?
The stuff that should be left unspoken = You're ugly. ( to the girl you loved dearly)
The stuff that need not be spoken = You're ugly. (to a fugly girl who loves you)
not that looks actually matters..
erm...
randomness at 101% today. =)
Love...
Mervyn
emotions are a phase of life 2:57 AM
what did i do to you?
Jan 7, 2009
have you ever wondered what you did to someone to destroy all ties with that person?
Seeing your face again, makes me regret what i did to you.
If i had one opportunity to make things right, i wouldn't choose to correct my recklessness on e road, nor would i choose to change my tactfulness. Instead, i would choose to be more tolerant. And in so doing, being able to be with you. Unfortunately, the time for that has past but the memories of you, as fresh as ever, living and breathing in my mind.
emotions are a phase of life 2:08 PM
Confus-cius
Jan 6, 2009
emotions are a phase of life 9:49 AM
during my exams
Jan 5, 2009

my motivati0n
emotions are a phase of life 11:06 PM
one year on...
it's been a year since Pat and Fel tied the knot...
Congrats to them. =)
it's been a year of little activity. but yet i feel so much more accomplished. The renovated house and acceptable grades. everything paid off.
I must learn, how to be patient, how not to put people down, especially my loved ones. how to be more trusting. ( but how too when it's just so hard to be reassured?)
little steps at a time Mr Giant Merf...
little steps....
emotions are a phase of life 10:36 PM
Back to school
Jan 4, 2009
back to school in 12 hours. somehow the holidays wasnt exactly very interesting besides the fact that i went to KL more than people go in their lifetime...
Been spending so much of money, and dont really see the material effects... so where did the money go? hmmm...
Catch you guys back at school. =)
emotions are a phase of life 9:58 PM