Birthday came during the mid week. waved a little hi... and ran off till next year.

so yes... this was the week where most of us will catch up with work and settle our projects. but yes... being mervyn.. he did nothing and achieved nothing and spent a whole load of cash on things intangible... maybe a few on tangible stuff... which will appear in Articulate really soon! so stay tuned... and keep your eyes glued... =)

so today's friday... just did the sheets.. now going to settle the loo. and once i'm done... will pick my mum and head for lunch and den come home and do the other loo... den if there is any decent level of energy left in me... i'll do the floor and den maybe do a wiping down of my table and the rest of the tops in the house ... den it's dinner and maybe.. just maybe.. dinner...

the other highlight of the week was that i caught a MOVIE... in dunno how many donkey months... so yes... pink panther is a no brainer for people with no brains but with a great sense of stupidity... like me. =)

the passion for photography was further fuelled by my buddies, who bought me a camera bag... which means... i can buy more film.. more cameras.. okay maybe 1 more... and den i can become a not-so-talented photographer with a weird sense of taste ... but yes... abstract photos are made for those with an abstract thinking which actually requires no thinking cos it's just too abstract to think about. so just looking and observing each picture will bring a different sense of feeling to the internal warmth of your body!

SOOO... stay tuned...

=)

to those that hate me, be my guest.
to those that love me, thank you.

aisyah sent me a bday card... so sweet right?!?!
i mean the freaking humans i know i singapore are just too busy for that... oh well...

enjoying some gummies right now... had my does of gummy bears last week and finished it in 20 mins... haha... the other pac is pretty sour so eating it slower....

tuna sandwich wrote on my tag with much sacarsm : what a fantastic friend i was.

and of cos this will generate thoughts... but unfortunately... these thoughts no longer mean anything to me. my theories are extreme... too hard to accept... yet at the same time it holds truth. the truth that sets me free.

*yawns* nights

why do i ask about your day?

cause i care.

Why do i care?

cause i treat you as a friend.

Why do i treat you as a friend?

cause there is a voice in my head that tells me i want you as one.

Unfortunately,

life is always filled with times where by what you want will never be what you get. ever since last year when i screwed all chance to make anything good... i would have to say you popped up the most in my thoughts... =)

Good night world..

aching body from badminton...

all the pimples in the face go pop pop pop.

all the clouds in the sky go sailing along.

all the thoughts of us go down the drain.

all the photos i've taken going into the album. soon i hope.

me: my seiko died again
mum: are you hinting me?

haha

nope i'm not


me: good morning. have a great day ahead.
f1: not good. having fever meow
f2: haiyo.. you really got to many smses to spare hor. hahah. i dont have... o... may ignore you sometimes. haha
f3: you too...

scary how some women think.... maybe not scary... just hints to tel you that you are irritating them? i dont know...

=S

MY NEW TOY!!!

I've been roaming around always lookin down at all I see.
Painted faces fill the places I can't reach.
You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you
And all you know and how you speak
Countless lovers undercover of the street
You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you
Off in the night while you live it up I'm off to sleep
Waging wars to shake the poet and the beat
I hope it's gonna make you notice
I hope it's gonna make you notice
Someone like me
Someone like me
Someone like me
Somebody
(Go and let it out)
Someone like you
Somebody
Someone like you
Somebody
Someone like you
Somebody
I've been roaming around always lookin down at all I see

Then the rainstorm came, over me
And I felt my spirit break
I had lost all of my, belief you see
And realized my mistake
But time through a prayer, to me
And all around me became still

I need love, love's divine
Please forgive me now I see that I've been blind
Give me love, love is what I need to help me know my name

Through the rainstorm came sanctuary
And I felt my spirit fly
I had found all of my reality
I realize what it takes

'Cause I need love, love's divine
Please forgive me now I see that I've been blind
Give me love, love is what I need to help me know my name

Oh I, don't bet (don't bend), don't break (don't break)
Show me how to live and promise me you won't forsake
'Cause love can help me know my name

Well I try to say there's nothing wrong
But inside I felt me lying all along
But the message here was plain to see
Believe me

'Cause I need love, love's divine
Please forgive me now I see that I've been blind
Give me love, love is what I need to help me know my name

Oh I, don't bet (don't bend), don't break (don't break)
Show me how to live and promise me you won't forsake
'Cause love can help me know my name

Love can help me know my name

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks, now I'm trying to get back

Before the cool done run out I'll be giving it my bestest
And nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love

Listen to the music of the moment people, dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our God-forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate, our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

D-d-do do you, but do you, d-d-do
But do you want to come on
Scooch on over closer dear
And I will nibble your ear

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and I laughed

I guess what I be saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do, our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Come on and open up your mind and see like me
(I won't hesitate)
Open up your plans and damn you're free
(No more, no more)
Look into your heart and you'll find that the sky is yours
(It cannot wait, I'm sure)

So please don't, there's no need
(There's no need to complicate)
There's no need to complicate
(Our time is short)
'Cause our time is short
(This is our fate)
This is, this is, this is our fate
I'm yours

Oh, I'm yours
Oh, I'm yours
Oh, whoa, baby you believe I'm yours
You best believe, best believe I'm yours

my photos turned out relatively well... so i've got no complains there... some of the shots were rather interesting since i innocently forgot to wind up the film... ended up taking multiple shots on a section meant for one shot. haha... aka multiple exposure. haha...

valentines day alone. same as last year, apart from the fact i wont b pple watching with indra. haha... so yes... nothing much to report there.

been unable to effectively communication with people these days.

lost yet another set of people whom i regard as friends.

N958GB sold. no more wifi, means no more impromtu blogging.

making more use of my digi cam with the sale of my phone.

let's see how i get thru the week.

=)

he smokes.
so what am i supposed to do?

you are not happy/ disappointed with her.
so what am i supposed to do?

you have issues with your frens.
so what am i supposed to do?

life is short.
so what am i supposed to do?

i'm so messed.
so what am i supposed to do?

FREEDOM!

Everything I have, everything I own
All my mistakes man you already know
I wanna be free, I wanna be free

From Senegal West Africa
To St. Louis, Missouri
Thanks to Katherine Dunham
For giving my pops his glory
He came down with his drum
And a dream to change the world
In a free upliftin world
And thats all he ever want
Mom came a little after
Gave birth to my brother
then all of the pressure
Made em’ fight one another
See, the pain would never last
Did the best with what they had
He knew the world was out for grabs
And he searched to find his

Freedom, Freedom, Freedom
Oh Freedom
Everything I have, everything I own
All my mistakes man, you already know
I wanna be free (free), I wanna be free
So I search to find my (find my)
Freedom, Freedom, (Ohh yeaaa) Freedom, Freedom
Everything I have, everything I own
All my mistakes girl, you already know
I wanna be free (free), I wanna be free (free) yeah
Akon Lyrics on www.lyrics-celebrities.anekatips.com

As a kid I never knew
I’d have to hustle just to make it through
So I found myself skipping school
Cause’ the girls don’t think I’m cool
And because of that I didn’t care
Wether or not I went to jail
I just wanna be treated fair
Cause’ that’s all I ever knew

Tellin’ me I need to slow down
Cause’ everybody in the whole town
Cause’ they know how I get down
Far enough from another town
Can you believe we still around?
After so many hit the ground
And we ain’t gon stop now
Until we get that ..

Freedom (Ooooh) Freedom,(oOOoh) Freedom, (Ooooh) Freedom
Everything I have (have) everything I own (own)
All my mistakes man you already know yeahh
I wanna be free (free) I wanna be free (free)

Won’t stop til’ I find my ..
Freedom (My Freedom!!) Freedom (My Freedom!!), Freedom Ouuuh Freedom
Everything I have (have) everything I own (own)
All my mistakes girl you already know yeaaah
I wanna be free (free), I wanna be free (free)

If you wanna be free, and the land is drug free
Put your hands up (hey) put your hands up (hey)
If you wanna be free, from all your misery
put your hands up (hey) put your hands up (hey)
If you wanna be free, with plenty money (hey)
put your hands up, put your hands up
If you wanna be free, just praise to your ….
put your hands (hey) up, put your hands up (hey)

Freedom (Ooooh) Freedom, (Freedom) Freedom, (Ooooh) Freedom
Everything I have, everything I own
All my mistakes girl you already know
I wanna be free (wanna be free), I wanna be free (wanna be free yea)

HEY ... i just got back from DDD... nope.. it's not an amatuer porn site... it's the shop where most lomographers go to develop their photos... hehehe.

so yes... my burning passion for photography has just been fueled... but the cost of it can and might be the only reason to douse that RAGING fire... haha... oh well... we'll just have to wait and see how long i cont on with my Holga 120GCFN...

I kinda screwed the first roll. cos i didnt know which number to look at... so. yes... we have 16 photos taken on 12 places... so i'm gonna have 1/3 of the next photo on each of the photo... and on every 3rd photo, i'm gonna have 2 photos on one exposure... hahaha...

haaaaaiii.. back aching again...

wait for tuesday to see my photos... see you guys!

People who've known me would probably be thinking, damn, someone must have pissed Merfq again... Haha... Well actually not, since F.U. aint fuck you. Rather its a Financial Update. :)

Bought myself a Holga since i realised that ever since i stopped... Wait... I actually never started... Buying gifts for people, i shouldn't exactly be expecting any in return... So Wth... I'll pamper myself anyway...

So yes... The damage, $158 with 2 rolls of film and a fisheye lens... Haha...

Wan Xin was commenting on using shijun as my model, since i pretty much went thru all her photos... Not that's its a secret since its on facebook... But ya... Would think that the Holga is a scenery cam though... But creative is a personal thing anyway... So ya... I just might... :)

So yes... I also started a snapfish account to print my piling up photos in my com... Bought a photo album couple of weeks back from my fav print shop, Printit.

Heard we gonna buy a toyota... Its a good car. Especially since its pretty fuel efficient and there isn't much to complain about as it takes you from point A to B. Ride decency will start with ICE, moving on to e performance, which cant change much. So yes. Its time to slow down... :) moving on to the ride comfort i guess. :) :) :)

Aishii's sick, infected from e Dying Pig, whom i've to admit is pretty witty too... Looks like i've met my match. But no one and i mean NOONE CAN and will ever match my wicked humour, which of cause can be hated by some, like Loo Zhe Hui.

On a more serious note, if any of you guys see me on MSN... Please PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE TICK me off and remind my sorry ass that quizzes are coming. Okay? I promise i wont retaliate. :)

So yes. One more day to e Holga, twelve more to Bri's birthday and e start of hell week, thirteen more to Lynn's birthday, twenty three more to mine, one month plus to Mervyn's Next Top Model's birthday. Oh ya. And ten more to valentines. And with no date. I think we can just screw it liao... study... Wahaha...

Back to my tutorial... :) :) i dont understand SHIT. RAWR...

Yes... the Vroooom to the brrrooooommmm... then the engine's stalling... brr brr brr... and out it goes.... puuutttt... 

The story of this friendship begin long before your time... in the northern part of singapore in a college called Pioneer Junior College, where thunder strikes you.

Yes.. miss aisyah was in one of my fitness classes where by i was tasked to watch over their training and exercise regime... which of cos i did fairly well.. Right Aishiii?

then we graduated from college only to remain as that over time and never to be seen again for the rest of our lives... or so we thought...

one evening long long long long long donkey years ago... i was hangin loose at Bambai, the railway station food court, buying dinner for my homies... she now claims it's laupasat.... okie then... i suspect so too... so back to the story.. this cute lit girl 1 and a half heads shorter than me tap my shoulder... i turned around... BHAAAMMMM!!! Aishii was standing there... : 'Are you mervyn??' wahaaha OBVIOUSLY LA AUNTIE! u tap me and u still dare ask are you mervyn... haha shud have shouted MOLEST la...!


and so... from then... we exchanged phone numbers... but once again... was never to be heard from again... until 2 hari rayas ago when the nicer half.. or rather the nicer .0005 of my body decided to send out smses wishing all my muslim friends SELAMAT hari raya...

the reply i got... haha... i'm in aust... i was... ooo okiee... and from there on we started chatting online...
so yes... that's how we became frens... wahaha.. i would have to say that was pretty extraordinary since i seldom make friends... haha... i make more enemies than friends though! wahaha....


so she say she's making egg farks and sumoneass... OOPPPS i meant egg TARTS and Samosas... wahahaha

good day aishiiii